Christine Duncan

Precepts & Life Preservers

His Portion

Easter weekend has drawn to a close, and I realise two things.

One, that even with all the planning and prep in the world, mood disorders will still never acknowledge a holiday. It doesn’t get the memo to take a break. OH how I wish.

And two, that in spite of that fact, when asking for extra portions of patience, energy, focus, and peace, so as to counteract the dysthymic episodes threatening to emerge from the flurry of a busy weekend, God doesn’t just give you ‘a’ portion.

He gives you His portion.

And what a difference that makes.

We need HIS portion of the things we lack. So we can enter into the land of the living this week, and the next.

If you need to counteract the balance of all the symptoms of a brain heading towards another flare-up of chronic depression, as a believer, you need something that will overwhelm the symptoms that overwhelm. It makes sense if you think about it.

And as I was navigating the Easter weekend, trying to keep my mind on the significance of it all, and as well, the tasks and errands and gatherings of it all, and wondering how to shake the growing feelings of mental exhaustion and anxiety and the ability to cope and doubts that were surfacing in a way only chronic D can, I found the following words in my Bible.

And so, appropriately for Easter, I took them to the Cross. The words and the moods and mental faltering. I took them both to the Cross and found what I needed.

“LORD, You are my portion, my inheritance, and my cup of blessing; You hold my future.” Psalm 16:5

Lord, I need You to be my peace when everything seems off. I’ll say with Your Word that You alone are the portion I need, and the blessing waiting for me as I give you my anxiety and exhausted moods that threaten.

“The LORD is my portion,” says my soul, “Therefore I have hope in Him.” Lamentations 3:24

Lord, I’ll wait on You while I function through this day. You will be more than enough for me. You will be the portion of confidence and rest, and I can place my weary hope there and it is renewed.

“Instead of your shame you will receive a double portion, and instead of disgrace you will rejoice in your inheritance. And so you will inherit a double portion in your land, and everlasting joy will be yours.”
Isaiah 61:7

Lord, I’m just going to claim this promise. No shame for me anymore in stumbling hard through the chaotic weekend or week, just a double portion of all things that are You. No embarrassment that I won’t be able to cut it, just strength and ability in You, and the joy that comes with that.

“I cry to you, LORD; I say, “You ARE my refuge, my portion in the land of the living.” Psalm 142:5

Lord, your Word says You are my protection, from myself, from my disorder, from the fears. I can do all things in You, within Your amazing shelter.

I wanted to shake off the portions of dysthymia that were settling in, and simply enjoy the easter victory we were celebrating. I was never going to be able to do that on my own.

Maybe you know that feeling.

I needed His portion of that Easter Victory.

I will continue to need His portion of that Easter Victory.

Every day.

The Cross and empty tomb promises we will. All year-long.

His portion is ours.

His portion never runs out.

His portion does not disappoint.

If you stop what you’re doing right now, and approach the living God for more of Him, you’ll get a portion that will defy anything the week can bring you.

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Today’s post is gladly part of the #LifeGivingLinkup with Sue Detweiler! Would love to see you over there! Just click on the hashtag above to open the link and have an amazing day!

9 Comments

  1. Thanks you very much. A blessing to read this.

  2. Marie Bilston

    April 6, 2015 at 3:39 PM

    I know that feeling too! Your words lift me today!

    • Christine Duncan

      April 6, 2015 at 10:23 PM

      Thanks 🙂
      It’s awesome how He fills every gap where our weaknesses want to take up room…

  3. Beautiful! He IS my portion.

    • Christine Duncan

      April 6, 2015 at 10:22 PM

      Amen, Sue. He IS more than enough, in all things, through all things… we serve an amazing God! I’m so grateful you visited today 🙂

  4. Christine,

    I am so grateful we have connected via #RaRaLinkup!! Your words are a blessing to me every week. Thank you for highlighting this truth (and these wonderful verses that I must remember!)

    Do you know the hymn “Thou My Everlasting Portion?” : )

    • Christine Duncan

      April 7, 2015 at 10:52 AM

      Aw, thank you Bethany, I so glad we have too! We lift one another up, and in the process, He is lifted up! Oh, wow, I don’t think I’ve heard that hymn in a really long time, but I do know it. I know I sang it as a child at the first church we ever attended 🙂

  5. I prayed as I read this post. That the verses would feed the right souls at the right time. Thanks for being honest about your struggles. God sees and He loves it when we bring our struggles to Him.

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