Christine Duncan

Love, Laughter, Life Preservers

1st Blogiversary! Giving It All To God

I remember the day I gave this blog to God, clear as anything.

One year and 28 days ago.

I hadn’t opened up my first WordPress editor yet. I hadn’t even typed out my first rough draft yet. After nearly a month of prep, on May 4th, Star Wars Day of all things, my first post ever would go live.

It was kinda scary, kinda cool, and slightly daunting.

But here we are! The blog’s first blogiversary. And you want to know something?

It’s kinda scary, kinda cool, and still slightly daunting.

But just over one year ago, as I hummed and hawed about tiptoeing out into the blogging waters, I asked God for confirmation. I didn’t want to dive in without solid indications that He was ordaining this new journey.

I had to be certain He would be in this.

Confirm it He did.
(imagine this in Yoda-speak, yes? kidding, but my daughter and son are laughing at this right now)

I had spent the whole week in Psalm 119… in verses 89-93 to be specific. A holy emphasis on verses 92, 93, “If Your law had not been my delight, I would have perished in my affliction. I will never forget Your precepts, for by them You have preserved my life.

I could not shake it. I had been living with a type of depression that went on for decades, rolling in, rolling out, like waves. An ocean of a disorder that tried to sink you if you weren’t careful. And it was my clinging to Him that gave life where many have given up.

His precepts were my life-preserver. And a name for this site was born. A scriptural confirmation. But I still felt like I had to wait for something else God wanted to show me, impress upon me, before I could step out. And this was so big, all of this, that I was not going to rush it.

So I waited.

And one night, gathered with our Easter choir for a performance, one of our prayer warriors, who had no idea I was tossing around the idea of blogging about chronic depression as a believer, started out prayer with the words, ” I don’t know who this is for tonight…”

I’d looked around at all the faces gathered in the back room and thought, oh boy, what’s God up to?

And she said the words that would electrify me in my seat and would more than confirm that God was ready to do something new.

She shared how her husband, who is a quiet man, had been in prayer all that morning, and out of the blue, he saw a scene before him, in the spirit. He immediately shared it with her, he’d never had a vision before and distinctly felt it should be shared that night for some reason. Would she share it?

“There’s someone here who needs to know… my husband saw an ocean, vast, dark, and waves crashing…”

People, you know I sat up straight in my seat, all ears. I had spent all week giving God my ocean of symptoms that swamp and crash and roar.

“And God very clearly showed him a life boat in the middle of this ocean. Filled with rescued souls, all wearing life preservers.”

And my heart pounded. My eyes filled up.

“But what God really wanted him to see? Was that there were a few of the rescued leaning out over the side of the boat, stretching out a hand, and grasping the hands of someone else still in the water. And they were safe. And those safely held, also reached out a hand, and grasped the next… and the next… and the next.

And God wants you to know, now is the time to lean over and reach out, and start a chain reaction of safety from the ocean that would drown. Cling to what makes Him God, and watch Him preserve lives.”

Folks, you could have knocked me off my chair.

And I knew I’d been given my green light and the first directive.

To allow His precepts to save lives.

To present to others the ultimate Life Preserver.

And on May 4th, His words powered the first post.

And they power every single one since.

God does not waffle around. He sets a new plan in your path, and then equips every step of the way so you know it’s all Him, and none of you.

Being diagnosed as having Early Onset Dysthymic Disorder is no small thing. And with my diagnosis came a surprising freedom. And then a surprising urge to share what life looked like, what faith looked like, when you lived with this disorder day in, day out.

In fact, when you live with any hard thing.

Thoughts that usually lay in my journal started to jump to the screen. Some of you early readers responded in ways that blew me away.

And in the midst of it all, the indescribable current of the Holy God.

This anniversary isn’t possible without Him.

This blog isn’t possible without Him.

My navigation through these still sometimes choppy waters is not possible without the Life Preserver.

The Anchor.

The Rock on which we can stand.

Verse 94 of Psalm 119 quite simply declares “Save me, for I am Yours: I have sought out Your Precepts!”

When I think about the next year coming, all I can think is , “I have sought out Your Precepts, Lord. So come, and accomplish according to Your promise of preservation.”

What a journey this has been! And that I’ve travelled it with all of you? Even better! God has met us time and again, and it’s the fulfilling of a promise every time.

Your Precepts preserve my life, Lord.

Makes me hit my knees, gang. And give Him thanks. The way only one rescued from the sinking storms can.

Will you join me as God meets us here for another year?

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It’s time!!!

We have two winners from our 1st Blogiversary Giveaway!!! And I can’t hardly say how excited I am to announce them!

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Lisa Bell! You are the winner of the copy of Fight Back With Joy by Margaret Feinberg, and the Anchor Pendant!!! YAY!

And Heather Marshall, from Recollected Design, you’ve won the signed copy of Jeannie Pallett’s book Beckoned By The King!!! Yes!

You will receive emails from me, contacting you and getting further details!
But hooray!

{You have my permission to find the nearest couch and jump around on it!}

10 Comments

  1. I remember reading your first blog post and being so captivated by your raw honesty, uplifting spirit, and encouraging words. You have been given such a gift (well many gifts!!) and you are really glorifying Christ through your blog. Keep up the great work!

    • Christine Duncan

      May 4, 2015 at 12:04 PM

      Aw, thank you Kyleen 🙂 That’s sweet of you, and I can’t wait to see what God will do with this vessel for the next year! Thanks so much for your support!!! Hugs!

  2. Marie Bilston

    May 4, 2015 at 12:13 PM

    What a beautiful journey you have been on, Christine. You have reached out your hand and with God, been a life preserver to so many. Across the world and right here in your family. As others have shared you blog to those who are hurting, they also have extended their hands. It’s an unending wave of love and compassion. I thank the Lord for what HE is doing through you. Touching your own family, daughter and son, and your loving, faithful husband. What blessings. You are loved and cherished beyond words. Proud of you my daughter, and can’t wait to see what lies ahead as you continue to trust HIM.

    • Christine Duncan

      May 4, 2015 at 12:41 PM

      Those words describing the life boat seems like it was still yesterday. They have guided everything I post and everything I offer to Him! Thankful for such a great family backing me up 🙂

  3. Abby Breuklander

    May 4, 2015 at 12:14 PM

    Happy Blogiversary!!!!! I’m so glad He lead me to this blog, one of the biggest blessings ever!!! 🙂

    • Christine Duncan

      May 4, 2015 at 12:39 PM

      Wow, thank you Abby. I’m so glad He did too… kindreds can be hard to find 🙂 Let’s see where God takes all this next!

  4. My soul is saying YES to your post!!! (not just because I won a book either!!) : ) Thanks Christine for your fine example of how God is working in and through you!!! What an awesome GOD we serve and love ♥ Happy Monday!

    • Christine Duncan

      May 4, 2015 at 12:38 PM

      He IS such an awesome God, Heather! What a year this has been, and I’m so grateful and thankful for every single person who visits the blog. Couldn’t do it with you all!
      And I’m so glad your name came up! Celebrating with you! I tell ya, feels a little bit like Christmas around here right now, lol!

  5. Christine – this gave me chills. Oh, how the Spirit moved so mightily to confirm exactly where God wanted you. Wow – just wow! How could you not write after that?! So blessed to have gotten to know you and can’t wait to see the continued story He writes over your life. Happy Anniversary, dear one!

    • Christine Duncan

      May 6, 2015 at 8:28 AM

      Thanks for being on this part of the journey, Tiffany… there’s so many people through the linkups and groups that are my inspiration each week, yourself included!
      Come and write more of the story, Lord!

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